Malaysia dreaming


This article was first published on Malaysiakini

“Finally I feel like a Malaysian,” my uncle, born 55 years ago in Malaysia, tells me over the phone on Friday as he speeds back to his home in Petaling Jaya, just outside Kuala Lumpur. There is a calm, unhurried pride in his voice, of a victory realised, a victory assured, of a sentence and sentiment imagined countless times before, and now, at long last, finding expression.

In tow is a karaoke machine, over which other uncles and aunties and cousins and friends will fight, as they jump from English songs by the artist formerly known as Prince to the Malay Andainya Aku Pergi Dulu and the Tagalog Anak, as they pick at dry meat curries and toast their new old prime minister whom they once cursed, as they pile up empty bottles of scotch and crushed packets of cigarettes, offerings to this technological marvel that spits out multilingual songs for the Malaysia-Truly-Asia multicultural society whose contours they can now, finally, envision.

Wasn’t the big party on Wednesday? No, Wednesday was for voting and waiting. Thursday was for recuperating and pinching oneself and hopscotching between WhatsApp groups and watching in amazement as a ninety-two-year old man exudes stamina and wit you forgot he had. Friday is when you realise that the sun has still risen and that you’ve taken back your country.

Taken back from whom?

In 2009, a year after that seminal election when Malaysia’s (previous) ruling coalition lost its two-thirds majority, I met an astute Malaysian Indian banker from Maybank. His worry was that some UMNO politicians and Malay nationalists might interpret the shifting sands not as an opportunity to reform, but to pukul habis, literally beat till it’s gone, drain the Malaysian coffers of all they can. Their last chance in the sun.

Well, since then Najib and his wife Rosmah have tried to steal the sun as well. Pukul habis mati, one might say. Though Malaysians have long tolerated corrupt, crony capitalists, there was something different about the magnitude, the brazenness, the sheer fuck-you-all attitude of Najib’s graft.

Previous UMNO leaders, even if they were wilfully ignorant of corruption in their stables, and even if they padded the pockets of a million UMNO delegates, keeping patronage politics going, they all had two attributes: they never appeared to be enriching themselves personally in a decadent way; and they always seemed to have the country’s best interests at heart, no matter how sloppy—or sleepy—they were.

Najib’s 1MDB transgressions, beamed across the world from London and New York to Singapore, embarrassed Malaysians. They were made to look like the foolish, meek flock of an untouchable shepherd. New stories of Najib flirting with Saudis and his stepson flirting in Hollywood simply piled on to the old stories of submarines and a Mongolian lover blown to bits using C4 explosives. Najib was losing his capacity to shock; we were all in danger of becoming desensitised to a devil.

Meanwhile, if even half the stories about her are true, Rosmah makes Imelda look like a sadhu; and Winnie look like a spineless pooch.

Given to whom?

You’ve taken back your country. Now what? Nobody seems quite sure. Malaysians have been repeating mantras like “We’re going to hold them to the 100-day promises!” and “They’ve done well in Penang and Selangor so I’m sure they can do a good job for the country.” (Referencing two states constituent parties in the new ruling coalition have held for ten years now.)

Yet everybody knows this is unchartered territory. For while it is difficult to overstate what a milestone this is for Malaysians, it is also difficult to overstate how ideologically diverse this ragtag winning coalition is.

The affection Malaysian liberals have today for Mahathir reminds me of the affection some Americans display towards Bush. Now that there is a scarier dinosaur in the room, life under you seems quaint. Oh, you cuddly grandfather.

Imagine if Bush, McCain and McConnell became Democrats just so they could team up with Bernie and Hilary to oust Trump. That doesn’t even begin to capture the scale of bed-hopping Malaysia has witnessed in the last decade.

In Mahathir’s winning team are a number of people, including Anwar, whom he has in the past abused, arrested and/or jailed. One wonders where forgiveness ends and opportunism begins.

Which Mahathir is going to show up? The rabid anti-colonialist, the author of The Malay dilemma, the person who ingrained in Malaysians the zero-sum-game idea that in order for the Malays to rise, the Chinese and Indians must necessarily be held back? The Mahathir who destroyed the judiciary’s independence in the 1980s? Or the Mahathir who stitched together peninsular Malaysia with highways and cars, enhancing labour mobility and offering Malaysia’s diverse peoples a chance to more easily visit each other? Or the Mahathir who thumbed his nose at neo-liberals in the wake of the Asian Financial Crisis, implementing much maligned currency controls that (some believe) helped stabilise the currency and economy?

Like his old nemesis Lee Kuan Yew, Mahathir is many things to many people all at the same time. “India has Gandhi, South Africa has Mandela, Malaysia has Mahathir,” his fans say.

The optimistic scenario

And so, in the spirit of this moment and that statement, it is worth contemplating the optimistic scenario for the new Malaysia. Mahathir, job mostly done, is going to fade from the limelight, spending more time in Langkawi, the island whose parliamentary seat he won. He was merely a figurehead for the movement, the “final ingredient to bake the cake”, as my uncle puts it.

He has already appointed a cabinet and a special council of advisers that have Malaysians cooing. Soon he will be replaced as prime minister by Anwar and this new progressive team will transform Malaysia into a more meritocratic, culturally diverse yet integrated society. Institutions will be strengthened, safety and security improved.

Mahathir will help to deflect criticism from the Malay right as Malaysia starts to unwind most of the privileges afforded to bumiputeras, targeting aid and assistance not by ethnicity but by income and wealth. Opportunities for corruption will be curtailed.

Mahathir, in this telling, is the caring, ideologically agile father: having propped up Malays and other bumis so they can win back their pride, he now cuts support because the crutch mentality is undermining them (and the favouritism annoying their Chinese/Indian siblings).

There are many assumptions to all this, most notably that this is actually an agenda that individual Pakatan Harapan politicians are able and willing to push.

On a related note, it is not completely clear that a majority of Malaysians are ready to move past communalism and identity politics. “Stop calling us Malay, Chinese, Indian, and Lain2 [lain-lain, others], call us Malaysians”  is the progressive chatter making its rounds.

Yet how many Malaysians were actually voting for this new vision and how many were voting just to kick out Najib or revoke GST?

(Pakatan Harapan’s messaging combined highfalutin ideals with bald-faced populism. Malaysia will revert to a previous lower, sales tax regime. It remains to be seen if and how it will supplement the budgetary loss.)

Given the current nativist backlash around the world, Malaysians will be aware of the risks of forcing any particular multicultural model, especially one perceived to be serving the interests of global plutocrats and MNCs. There are thorny questions to be answered, such as on the role of vernacular schools and the Malay language as Malaysians of all stations become better at English, one of many prerequisites if the country is ever going to escape the middle-income trap. (Malaysian Malays sneer when sharing anecdotes of Singaporean Malays who’d rather communicate in English.)

Nevertheless, if Mahathir does help realise this vision—one that embraces the PAS-voting northeast as well—then comparisons to Mandela will no longer seem so misplaced. Mahathir’s harsher critics, meanwhile, will contend that he is simply fixing what he broke. He deserves not a star, but a pardon.


If Malaysia really can evolve into a race-blind meritocracy—a big if—it will put even more pressure on Singapore to ditch its pro-Chinese bias. To be clear, Singapore’s system is far more meritocratic and has never been plagued by the institutionalised discrimination of Malaysia.

But its pro-Chinese bias is clear, for example, the preference given to ethnic Chinese migrants in order to ensure that this “global” city always maintains its Chinese supermajority; as well as the sidelining of Tharman Shanmugaratnam, the most talented, obvious, popular choice for the next prime minister, in favour of four Chinese male candidates. So much for merit.

It would indeed be a remarkable turnaround if in ten years time Malaysia is the multicultural, tolerant society of the region, while Singapore is still wedded to this archaic pro-Chinese bias.

Over the past week some Singaporeans have been looking enviously over the border, jealous, I think, of the courage that Malaysians have found, the courage to break from the past, a courage sorely lacking here. So now again there is this suggestion—one that first surfaced after the 2008 Malaysian elections—that some pro-opposition fervour might diffuse down the Malacca Straits, inspiring Singaporeans to vote out the PAP at the next election.

This is overdone. Whatever quibbles Singaporeans might have about being led by a cosy cabal of elites and military men, there is no suggestion that any of them is outright corrupt. Most Singaporeans have a unique fondness for authoritarian rule, partly because we have never experienced its worst excesses. Nonetheless, having observed the peaceful transition of power up north, we now realise that such a thing is possible—democracy can work. (Duh.)

Importantly, we have had the privilege of seeing the decades-long struggle, of understanding the characters involved, the plucky resistance of Malaysiakini’s Steven Gan, the unbridled defiance of Bersih’s Ambiga Sreenevasan, the evolution of Nurul Izzah from demure daughter to an independently-secure, articulate—and fiery, when she wants to be—orator, the immense personal sacrifices of Rafizi Ramli, Liew Chin Tong and many more. All this gives us granularity and an appreciation for what’s involved—if we ever need to kick out our own tyrant.

For the PAP, the more worrying threat, perhaps, is the economic and strategic one. Singapore has always sold itself on being an oasis of stability and efficiency in a rocky region. Not only did this win us foreign investment, but the social-fairness arbitrage with Malaysia led to a brain drain of the country’s top talent, people who today occupy lofty positions across Singaporean society.

Mahathir no longer needs to threaten to “turn off the tap”—neither the literal water one nor the metaphorical human capital one—for it appears like Malaysians of all stripes, of all persuasions, of all passports, are getting ready to roll up their sleeves and rebuild their country.

Compared to us pampered Singaporeans, Malaysia’s top people have always had a reputation for being more creative, resourceful, and able to more easily transplant themselves, whether to Riyadh or Shenzhen. No surprise that some of the region’s top start-ups, including Air Asia, Grab and iFlix, are Malaysia-borne.

If Malaysia gets its act together, there is a real possibility that the region’s most vibrant knowledge economies are going to be in places like Kuala Lumpur and Penang—with the likes of Kuching and Sandakan perhaps becoming leaders in sustainable development—rather than in Singapore.

Of course, many of us look forward to a thriving, integrated region, where everybody can prosper. But in order to fully unleash the creativity and entrepreneurship of Singaporeans, the PAP will have to embark on numerous reforms that it has hitherto been unwilling to do.

The PAP also appears afraid of permitting honest public dialogues—on race relations, for instance, or Singapore’s pre-independence politics and history—that, though potentially discomfiting, would go a long way towards infusing in Singaporeans a greater sense of belonging to the country; a sensation Malaysians now seem to be drowning in.


It is telling that many Malaysians believe they have enacted a reset to 1957. The (presumed) release from Najib and the attendant race-based political system is seen as the equivalent of independence from the British.

One early superstition was that the names of Malaysia’s leaders would all align with the acronym RAHMAN, the name of its first prime minister.

With Najib’s exit bringing an end to an era, it has proved eerily prescient:

Rahman; Abdul Razak (Najib’s father); Hussein Onn; Mahathir; Abdullah Badawi; Najib Razak

The talk now is that a new formulation for a new era is emerging with the name MAHATHIR. But after Mahathir and Anwar, who’s next?

Well, for this new multicultural Malaysia, it may not be too much of a stretch to consider a Chinese Christian female prime minister. So, Hannah Yeoh, and all the Chinese, Indians and Malays you’ve converted over the years—to the Harapan cause, lah, not Christianity—your real audition may be starting soon.

Then again, maybe we’re getting ahead of ourselves. In 1957 there was, I am told, much hope too.


For more Malaysia writings, see my first book, Floating on a Malayan Breeze: Travels in Malaysia and Singapore


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17 thoughts on “Malaysia dreaming

  1. Bravo, Sudhir.
    A very good piece. I enjoyed it tremendously.
    The recent developments in Malaysia has uplifted me, and given hopes to an idealist.

    You asked now what, for Malaysia.
    I think if the words of Helen Keller, “ Life is a daring adventure or nothing “.
    Your uncle and relatives in PJ are living proofs of this great adventure facing Malaysian society,
    one filled with hope and optimism.

    My warm regards to you and Ling.


  2. “…as well as the sidelining of Tharman Shanmugaratnam, the most talented, obvious, popular choice for the next prime minister, in favour of four Chinese male candidates. So much for merit.”

    You have to re-evaluate your stance on this aspect. It has been reported somewhere that Tharman was once asked whether he would consider the post of PM if his name was balloted as a possible candidacy for the role and he allegedly, flatly declined.

    1. I have done some research on this. The reason he has always declined is political survival–he does not want to be seen as a threat to LHL. Of course if Singapore wants him as PM he will rise to serve the country. That is the view of people close to him whom I know. May be wrong, of course. At the end of the day, only Tharman himself can truly know how he feels about this issue…we are all just fools speculating.

      The larger point, of course, is that LKY and LHL have always expressed doubt about whether Singapore is “ready” for a non-Chinese PM….that is the far more important angle to this…than whatever Tharman was asked or said.

      1. The reality is that even a 2nd generation Japanese/Korean/Vietnamese Singaporean stands a better chance at becoming prime minister than a 4th generation Malay or Indian Singaporean because they share a similar Confucian Heritage with the ethnic majority Chinese race as they are seen as more orderly and more pragmatic as opposed to the more chaotic and more idealistic Malays and Indians which supposedly makes them inherently poor at governance according to the more senior and older Chinese voting bloc at large.

        In other words, they want Singapore to look advanced, clean and orderly like Japan, Korea or China rather than Malaysia, India or Sri Lanka. If you catch my drift. 😉

  3. Great analysis, and great writing as always….and lots of hope for a future for which we have always wished, for both our countries. Made me late for work reading this, but totally worth it 😉

  4. You forgot to credit Lim Kit Siang and the late Karpal Singh and all the opposition politicians who have been fighting against injustice and corruption for the past half century.

  5. Sudhir, an excellent piece. Well done. I thoroughly enjoyed it. brought tears and pride to my pate.

  6. Well said Sudhir! And, as a Malaysian who voted for PKR I’m still amazed at the results. And incredibly proud of my fellow Malaysians. I never thought I would see this in my lifetime. Now it’s up to all of us to hold PKR to a high level of accountability and never allow another Najib!

  7. Pro Chinese migrant bias is due to the birth rate of the Malays
    LHL has already said they want to maintain the current race ratio
    Just for your knowledge

    1. Yes. And that makes it the most racist policy in the developed world. No other developed country imports more of a certain race so that other races don’t grow too proportionally big.

      1. “Yes. And that makes it the most racist policy in the developed world. No other developed country imports more of a certain race so that other races don’t grow too proportionally big.”

        That’s the official policy/motto statement made by many politicians of most countries around the world anyway.

        But in reality, who knows?

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